I posted this on fb and got a lot of calls and DMs asking me if I was okay.

Thanks for all the awesome suggestions and words of wisdom guys.

This is not an emotional post not was it a call for help don’t worry guysssss…

It was just a thought that came to mind when I see a bunch of youngsters so passionate about one thing and watching them put all their might into it, I just wondered where did this energy I once possessed had gone. It just feels like they can be whatever they want to be as long as they put their heart and soul into it. Maybe some level of “projection into the universes and get what you want” kinda thing?

Don’t get me wrong. I am happy with life, I have achieved alot in my 32 years and I am not fearful of anything. Neither am I gonna close down my beloved company cos I very much love what I do. I’m also learning many new things and gaining experience.

I’m not asking for a pat on the back nor am I pity party kinda person. Those who know me well know that I hate to seek attention.. especially superficial ones. So I do take all the advices to heart and more often then not it’s an awesome reminder..

I love the discussion and I love the ideas and am super thankful for all the edifying moments.

I really appreciate it. so keep discussion open, don’t need to fix me.. cos I am not broken.. hehehe.. a little strange and cray but not broken.. lol..